Finding out what my zoo thinks [full chat]

[22:30, 5/21/2018] Natalie Chan: Okie let me connect with Gin
[22:30, 5/21/2018] Clara (JP): 👌🏻
[22:31, 5/21/2018] Natalie Chan: First image he shares is of him walking and sniffing the ground intently, through the leaves and grass
[22:32, 5/21/2018] Clara (JP): probably autumn time, that’s when i first started walking him. when he was old enough. he loves the crunchy leaves
[22:32, 5/21/2018] Natalie Chan: He then shows an image of him licking his paw, and it feels like it’s cos he stepped on something
[22:32, 5/21/2018] Natalie Chan: Feels like it happens pretty often but he licks and off he goes again
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For a seed to achieve its greatest expression, it must come completely undone.

The shell cracks, its insides come out and everything changes.

To someone who doesn’t understand growth, it would look like complete destruction.

― Cynthia Occelli

Ponder of the Night:     Creativity     

So, I’ve had this blog for a long time. And, a lot of the times, I kind of wonder what to write in it. I mean, to some point my rants and vents must get old and annoying… I read other blogs and have a sense of jealously; it feels that the words just come naturally to them. They make reading the simplest things so inviting.

I never really started this blog as a means to gain followers, no that’s not really for me. Though, there really wasn’t a “goal” of “theme” to this blog neither… That said though these posts will live on in 1s and 0s in the internet; and in years to come, I’ll re-read them again, or, a partner/friend/family might read them. So, deep down, I kind of hope that they are entertaining, have some value, not to give joy per se, but not to waste someone’s time neither.

I get rather jealous of the creative types. I feel that I have always been a realist, a rational brain, going for the logical answer. I started to provide content for a local free paper that is produced by the company I am working for. And it has been rather fun, I get to have a lot of input in the content and direction of the pieces – but I worry so much that it’ll be boring because I can’t come up with the fun exciting texts that you read in magazines. I work hard to put the content down, I wonder if the words and ideas just come naturally to that of the creatively dominant brain?

Dancing Goo

Ponder of the Night:     Is it too good to be true?

I was lying in his arms, as he fell into deep sleep while my arm and leg was sprawled on top of him. Yet, he seemed so comfortable. I couldn’t quite sleep as there is a bunch of work related thoughts running in my head, so [creepily], I stare at him and I think to myself “Is it too good to be true? ah, a ponder.” Continue reading Ponder of the Night:     Is it too good to be true?